.Monday, December 21, 2009 ' Y
All I have..♥
Do you know how it's like when your dreams came true, gosh, must be feeling like the whole world is yours! And yeaa, I felt that, on Friday, 181209 I got my N level results. I totally had no confident of being promoted to sec5. I had talked to my mum, if that I had to go to ITE. I've prepared myself to go to ITE. But, on Friday, when I was waiting for my results in the hall, I was so nervous, I barely speak any words. And I waited patiently for my turn. When I received my results slip from my form teacher, she smiled.. Omg!! I didn't smile back, thinking she's just giving me a sinister smile, looking down on me. The first thing I was to see on the result slip was: promoted. Hahaha! And the first thing I did was cry. Oh my god. Than I went counting my points (EMB3): 18. I know I didn't score that well, compared to my fellow friends, but who cares, I'm happy I was promoted. I cried-tears of happiness. Haha I so can't believe it, cause I was all prepared for ITE. lols. I got gred 5 for ENG 3 for combined human 5 for science 3 for maths(no wonder my teacher smiled haha) and 2 for art... HahaOh my god, this year, 2 of my wishes came true- one is to pass my N level, and i did! (my other wish is a bit bad tho, bt it's for my own good, who cares. haha and i'm happy it came true), evil me... But also, my worst nightmare came true too this year, but thanks god, it's all over. I know mum's happy. (: Thanks god, for setting her a smile again..Okay, so I'm working tomorrow. I'm preety tired of working, I need to have a study break since I'm starting school soon. But I think, I'm gonna miss work when I start schooling. I would really do. [ 061208.. It's been a year.. and ??0208 two years coming up u see. And it's still in me, hello, two years, duhh. How the hell could I forget everything just like that? And today, another one of my dream came true. like I said, I won't look for you, let destiny decides everything. Fate. Kalau kita ditakdirkan untuk berjumpa, kita akan berjumpa jua.. Biar takdir yang tentukan.. IMY]Hey, I'm a MALAY girl. And i'm proud of who I am, proud of my race, and my religion, bitch. Haha. And kau pulak, (bukan melayu) buat hal (bukan melayu) laa eh. Please, jangan melampau, never cross my line, I'm already pissed off with you, I know, I showed it too clear. Hahaha!!! I could tolerate you once, twice, but not thrice my dear, bitch... Godd luck with your life (:Ohh, next year I'll be seeing my friends again. So happy(: and to Shida and Nab, thx for the hug on friday, u guys hug me when I was crying (hug of happiness to be back together), U really made me feel very warm, that I cried harder. Hahaha! Actually, when I was crying, than we went to the ladies, remember? I looked in the mirror, gosh!?!? I cried that bad?? Hahha. Thx for the hug guys. I'm sad 2009 is leaving us again.. This year I had been going thru alot of thing, happiness, sadness, sweet moments, and many more. So hard to let 09' go.. But too bad, it needs to. Everything that I go thru this year, has changed me into a very better person, matures me in a way, and has gave me experienced for my years ahead.. sicks, hospitallisation, fights, lost, smiles, tears, apologisation, happiness, relatives to foes than foes to relatives again, friends to enemy and vice versa.... All this, I won't forget. I would never ever, every year..Okay it's 1248am now. I have to wake up at 7 am tomorrow morning for work. So I have to get my sleep. I missed my bed, cos had been sleeping at aunt's house this few days, just got back home today.. (:Lots of love, Rafiqah. <3
♥ My
L O V E For You will never end. @ 8:07 AM
You're always there.♥
Bobby Chinn♥ ^^
