All I have..♥
Ohhh Rafiqah is so going crazy after babies!!!Yes I swear, since I worked, my loved for babies, is balloning, bursting, loading and gaining tonnes for BABIES!!!! Haha OMG.. They are the cutest thing on earth. My next pay, I will be going to Toys'r'us and buy a baby.. The one that really looks like a real baby. Hahaha!! It's so tempting... Abg!!! Get married quickly, I'll love your son or daughter, like they are mine!! Hahah (Unless they're not cute) Sheehs. Hahaha
Well, tomorrow!! I'm working, yeaa, I have to go to work! Omg, everytime people asked me and when they mention 'work' i would have butterflies in my stomach. God damn it!! Ouch! It really hurts.. I'm just so scared. Why? I don't know. Think for some reason. Lame reasons, perhaps. Just scared to see how it goes. Everytime I step in, I would shiver and be timid, it's like a spontaneous act I would do. And I hate myself for that!
Ok wait, now it's 1200 AM sharp on the nose! Haha and everyone's asleep... Awwww
Happy Birthday KC!! Haha (whatever..) Hahah!
Yesterday I went to shop at Giant with my family. Haha I really had fun, and I spent alot! haha With my own money.. Hhaha stayed at home the whole day today, actually thought to go wild wild wet with Abg, Aisyah and Arif, but to some reasons, we had to delay it. Maybe next week. Hahah.
And yeaaa! Fuck you. Takda kerja lain nak buat ker da lama hidup? You're making me feel want to be a murderer. Haha! Omg, Fuck off la, have no guts! It's so obvious.
And to my that FRIEND. Ohh please. I'm old enough to decide and to measure for myself, what's best for me and what's not. You're a jerk, a total jerk, I swear. Please don't act like you're one famous beautiful Bitch in town okay? (: And, one more thing, DON'T TRY TO BE MY MOM. Putting me under your armpit? Heh. Wait till one day, I'll show my true colours, and that I'm better than you! Got me? Or you're just plainly don't understand my language? You want me to elaborate further in Malay, Chinese, Arabic, Javanese or Portugese? Heh?
Ok now, till, here,Mum was asleep, and was awake suddenly, and told me to shut my PC. Awww. I still don't wanna go, I still wanna stick here. Ain, pls, I'm waiting, still counting to 201109, can't wait to see you at WWW. I hope having you there, will make my life better at work.
Ohh man! And I'm having a big problem!!! I'm having difficulties speaking to GUYS/MALES! That's totally my weakness. Gosh. Serious, Like my voice hardly went out. Especially at work, I tend to talk softer sometimes. Haha.. Even to my brothers, I sometimes have diffculty, now what's more to strangers?? Haha And to you, thx to your shades, thanks alot, if not for that I'd probably, peed in my pants or I could have shivered uncontrobally that very day. Haha see you tmr.
And to PG, you're still deep down under my heart, still sticking, thanks to the sticky tape. Haha Your memory will be the sticky tape to my heart. Hope it will still be sticky, for I scared it will be worn down, PG... But don't worry, I won't forget you, that so easily.. You're always in front of my eyes.. Can't wait to see you, help me strengthen the tape okay? But [someone's] pulling it off!! And I can't help it!! I have 1 word for you, IMY. I still do.
Nanti aku kasi kau cermin, cermin your face baik2 k.. Sedar siapa dirimu. Okay, I can tolerate you once, but not twice, I'm not your piece of waste paper, mate.
Aite till here. It's suddenly 1243AM. haha That was so fast.
till here
Rafiqah
♥ My L O V E For You will never end. @ 7:41 AM
You're always there.♥
Bobby Chinn♥ ^^
