1. And ya! Talk about accident, I fall down on Wednesday night. As I sent my Aunt by the road side to ride a cab home... She's gone.. so I was at the pavement, as I turned to get up the nearby stairs, my legs somehow got twisted (everything was so fast) I see myself twisting helplessly that suddenly I was lying down on the patch of grass behind me that I was directly looking up to the sky... Well there's people walking just at the opposite bus stop. So I quickly got up like nothing happened, covered my mouth and laugh when I actually felt like crying. Haha
2. When on Tuesday, I almost got hit by a damn-fast-speedingcar-that-was-like-inch-away-from-me. Hahha well I don't want to talk about that incident anymore, it hurts, it even sheds my mum's tears. Haha.

So now, I'm just totally blank. I don't know what's in me, I don't know what I want, I don't know what i'm looking for, and I don't know where am I when I'm not even lost in the first place. There's just this missing piece in me, where I hardly could find it back. I'm going back, tracking every inch that maybe I'd left behind without me noticing.. I'm just clueless. No more words to describe. Maybe that one [thing].. I just knew it!!!

To Rashidah, I've opt out the CPF thingy. Right after my mum shouted at me to do so (: Lols. Anw, I don't see the need of me to have the CPF account at this very momment yet..Hahah!

(anw, Mum, I won't quit my job, I'm just loving them. well sometimes it does hurt me alot, it really did, but there's something that pulls me all the way..You just won't understand it, no one could. Cause it's like working here, gives me the chance to interact from everyone all around Singapore. And indeed I'm waiting for that very momment when... THAT miracle happen..)

Hahha anyways I can't forget what Zhi Ying and Chanchang was talking about this morning.. I barely remember what they were talking about.. they were like speaking chinese when I'm the only malay there.. Than Zhi ying called chanchang 'racist'. Than I don't know what they were talking about, when suddenly chanchang said this "I don't like guys I like girls! (saying it with her face like 'omg? I said that' with a smile)" ...Zhiying said "omg, careful of chanchang.. Lols" Indeed I just shake my head and laughed. Chanchang is so cute. Haha lols.

Anw, N level result is coming out soon. And i'm so worried, where do i stand?!?! Good luck everyone...

Till here, 11.20pm.

Working tomorrow.

lots of love,

Rafiqah.