All I have..♥
Mum. Why are you doing this to me?
mengapa tak pernah nak beri iqah sikit [kesempatan] pun?
not even a chance and not even a second to do it. im missing [it]. why can't you understand me. please at least be more reasonable and realistic. give me more freedom at once. i'm growing up, and bear in mind that i'm changing. understand me, don't sterotype me. i'm not anymore the child you once carry in your arms,ma. ima walk on my own, finding my track, my right track. i need you to hold me from my back, shoulder me, not to stop me from the [thing] i [love]. at least give me the chance to [communicate], [to talk], to break the [miss] that's been haunting me. i'm getting sick. i know, you know what's best for me. but look, i know myself best. u're trying ur best as a mother, i know, carrying a responsibility both as a mother and father- but for [this-one-thing] please don't make us apart. you're destroying it. you're growing up the distance, ma. you're did nothing but suffering me..
My life's getting harder. And ouh, school's starting just tomorrow. Well, i kinda kind of. Cause my brain's cracking of the load. why must time flies so fast. anw im so happy with myself after the change i went through all alone on 180609. i spent 68 bucks. whoa. and i still can't believe i'm going to school tomorrow.
MY holiday was preety much boring but fun. All the usual stuffs. i'm going thru things that makes me grow older, maturedly. tho i didn't get the chance to go overseas, i did went to a bbq on 190609 for ngah's birthday. i took alot of pic tho, to be updated soon. i really had fun that day, you know, at beach. [beach: the place that promised to bring me peace, and that i could forget eveything.] but it came back soon after i reached home.
[070709]
haha gonna be a usual day for me. with infocus and stuff. and that it's not a big day, an ordinary one. coz as early as 3 days ago, my fams won't be celebrating my happy day. my bro's birthday is on the 170709. so he and his friends is going to book a chalet at pasir ris aloha, downtown east. so my fams will be tagging along and they'd plan to drag my birthday to my bro's. so as to celebrate together. like hello? 10 days apart? this is so unfair. than what'll i be doing on my big day? sitting at home just like that??
♥ My L O V E For You will never end. @ 7:16 AM
You're always there.♥
Bobby Chinn♥ ^^
