right now.
i can't think straight. all i think was that i'm so useless.. since i got home after school just now, i was totally in a bad mood. that i don't even talk to my mum.. okay. i did told her of my grades. u're dissapointed mum, hah! i'm way dissapointed! i know i'm useless. i was asleep a few hours ago coz i don't want to communicate with anyone in my house. since i woke up, i'm still in a bad mood. i got so pissed off with my grandad. i'm sorry. you should understand my situation, mum, atok...

firstly. i'm a slow mood catcher.. whats that? its when everything got all mixed up.. when i was happy than after that i got sad and all reactions mixed up... than i don't know which one should i go to, so there, i would be in a very2 bad mood.thats my weakness.omg. i need to improve on that. to discipline more on myself.

okay. it's not i failed my mid year badly. i failed science and maths. both was so close. wth.. maths was like a mark away.. and mdm loh could still say, "rafiqah, that was close". she made my mood worse sia. coz how could she say that when she did not make any effort to help me get that 1 mark that make my mum got bad reputation on me. for the first time i'm mad at her(mdm. loh). chem also. 1 more marks sia.

and it's not any good news that i got the part in the prize giving ceremony. yar. firstly i was happy. but after all my bad moods. i don't care about it. it's not a big deal anymore. i only get high for MALAY. 'org tak pandang bahasa melayulah.' that's what my mum told me always.. but atleast she should be proud of me. atleast im going on stage. to get something, mum. i'm not at all that bad after all right? sorry ah ma, i'll try harder next time. i just need you to appreciate me that i tried my very best..

but i know it's all my fault.. i know i did not put all my effort in studying for my mid-year. no way to turn back. they're printing it in the report book soon. it's too late. it's all ur fault, RAFIQAH!!

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