the good in me. i mean this is my positive side.

tha bad in me. i mean this is my negative side.



OKAY. actually something happened to me yesterday, 200509
The two, angels and devils in me is fighting. they're fighting hard that they kept me in silent, without words... so ima just leave them. let them flow.. i'll decide and conquer myself back when it's the right time. i'm recomposing myself right now. give me time. but now, 210509. at 9.49pm.. i think i've cooled down..

this is for you.. that person on what u did yesterday.

Fuck you laa. i hate to see your face. seriously.. nothing in me could bear to see your face, even a piece of your skin. i so hate it. i'm sorry, but i can't help it since that first INCIDENT last year.

aku benci tangok muka kau.tolong. hentikan.Dengan sebelah mata pun aku tak dapat nak pandang dan menatap wajah kau tu! aku tak boleh. dah meluat sangat. memang aku taknak pun! taknak lagi. pergilah. tapi aku terpaksa berdepan dengan kau semalam. dengan kau. insan yang aku benci! but i'll make sure yesterday is the first and the last time i'm going to see your face.

i don't care about you already laa. i'm sorry if you do care about me, but too bad i don't. absolutely, a big NO!! sorry ah if aku bebual ngan kau secara biadab.. but bear in mind, dah bagus dah aku nak bebual ngan kau.

your jokes are once so funny my dear. but now it don't seems so to me anymore. aku kasi kau card orang kahwin, kau ingt aku yang kahwin?? haha!! tak kelakar ehy..

raff: ahh card ni kasikan ****
org tu: siapa kahwin ni??
raff: ahh anak cikmat ahh..
org tu: ouhh!! ingatkan ikah kawin tadi.. haha
raff: haha sarcastically.

tak kelakar ehy kau nya lawak tu. buat aku benci kau lagi ada. apa salahnya kalau betul aku yang kahwin??!!?!?!?! tak boleh ke? kau nak kahwin bole?? beh aku takleh?? hahah!!!its just that 18 years old is prohibited to get married in S'pore. haha!! dah jadi bodoh keperr sekarang??

AKU ADA SATU PERMINTAAN UNTUK KAU.
GET-THE-BLOODY-STUPID-FACE-OF-YOURS-OUT-OF-MY-SIGHT-FOREVER.. i plead..
as simple as that. can?
coz it makes me hate you more and i can't deny this, it's HURTING me and at the same time it's killing me. slowly. deep inside. i'm dying silently.

YOU IDIOT!! YOU JUST MADE ME "&*%##@$!%%~!!_++(&&%^$&$##& AGAIN...."

AFTER ALL THE SPEECH BY THE DEVILS(HAHA),IT'S WHEN THE ANGEL IN ME STARTS SPEAKING..

~ "OH NO. RAF. BE STRONG. COOL DOWN BABE. YOU SHOULD'NT HATE SOMEONE THAT MUCH.. THAT PERSON IS NICE.. RAFF: "I KNOW TAHT PERSON IS NICE." ITS NOT GOOS TO HATE PEOPLE. YOU MUSN'T KEEP THE FEELING OF HATRED AND VENGEANCE. BE YOURSELF, RAFIQAH. YOU'RE A NICE GIRL."~

THE REAL RAFF SAID: CIRCUMSTANCES IS CHANGING ME.. WAY APART FROM THE RAF ONCE USED TO BE..

aite, till here. 3 posts in a moment. coz i can't keep all this by myself..it's lighter now. the burden in me is lighter.

adios.=)

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