All I have..♥
My fam's hari Raya Pics as promised. Haha
Selamat Hari Raya everyone!!
Me and Aisyah candid2. lol. coz of the flash that hit my eyes!!
Haha candid too!! Unready pose. Heh!!
Afiq looks so cute, to me, haha coz he's wearing black. Haha hot2.
Of all many letters at the pineapple tart. Haha
Waiting for the lift, hurry!!
MJ cookies- in memory. Haha Well it tasted good tho.
Three guys in black. Hot right??
Haha
Reflection at wheel chair.. Haha Nothing to do.
Stress keperr tunggu lift tu makcik??
Mimi and Nisah
Mimi nad nisah again.. Hahah
Smile Nisah Smile.
Wth!! Unfair!! they took the car ride, while we naik van. hmmph!
At Mami's house
So that's all folks. Heh this year's Raya, wasn't a fun day for my family at all, I swear. It's really a heart throbbing momment. A day that made us all sad. A day that i would never ever forget till my last breath, i promised. A day for SOMEONE to learn. And i never had the chance to seek for forgiveness from my mum. Huh. What a luck. Well, to cut it simply short, it's just wasn't a fun day. not at all. Easy? Hah.Huh those smile on the pics, I tell you, it's totally fake. everybody's smile on that pic is a lie! It's deceiving, it's fake!! I know. So am i. Everyone's affected.
Well, now had been alot of families coming to my house for raya. Well on Saturday, 2 big families came, and my big house, suddenly seems so squeezy. Haha well, we were already like panicking, especially me. Haha You know the part you have to give them their drinks aite, haha, i was so nervous, that when Abg Aman disturbed me that I look like that Dayang Nurfaizah and all those craps, he was like teasing me, he sings Dayang's song, that i couldn't even laygh. I was so nervous sia, my hands were shivering. Lol.
So does on Sunday. 3 families came, AND YA!!!
There were babies too. indeed, there were alot of them. I was like wtf! Like as if everyone knows I'm so into BABIES!! Ahh they are all so adorable, they never fail to make me laugh, babies always made my day. Seing them smile, and hearing them laugh, just lightens up my day. Hhaahaha.Hahahhaha HAAAHAHhahha. [Stop me from laughing!]
And my school ended last friday. Only for Sec4 N batch. But today me, and a few classmates came to school for the ez-link card thingy. So while I have to wait till 10AM, i dropped at my Aunt's house. Haha i ate her kuih Raya! Lol.
[It's very weird, i Don't know why. Every time i reach her house, everytime i stepped at her house,as in her block, as in her lift, as in, in Bedok North i mean, I felt something. Something that makes me feel so peace. I just feel good, Well actually that's for a reason i kow, i don't want to say it, it's alright. Stepping my foot in Bedok, already made me feel relieved, hilang segala rasa rindu yang membunuhku itu. Hah It's beyond my thoughts.. i just missed staying there...]
It's been changed. My memory will be gone!! They're changing it, and you're keeping in silence?! Do something you,stu[p]id!! I don't want it to go. Everthing lays there you know.. *sigh
And I'm still looking,
Searching,
Finding,
for the perfect time,
for the right place,
and for the reasonable situation.
Deep in me, I'm crying.
♥ My L O V E For You will never end. @ 2:13 AM
You're always there.♥
Bobby Chinn♥ ^^
