Haha i watched Harry potter- the half blood prince. It was awesome to me, not like what others mentioned. It was fun. Gosh i really love the potions that they made or that they could buy. If only they're available here, would be lotta fun, aren't they!! Haha especially love potions.. lols. they're awesome!! fabulous!! And i really want try out their sports, the game that they play with the broom stick, i don't know what's its called though. i love that!! If only those fantasy world is reality here.. lol.. The actors had all grown up!! so cute.. EMA WATSON has grown up HOT-ly. hahas.. she's preety, my god!! and that white hair guy(i always forget his name), very hot2.. (: anw i would rate the show 7/10 (: haha

i'm tired now. haha maybe i'll update soon on: shida edited for me on a piece of paper, the song: kantoi-zee avie. she edited it to the story of my life. i'll write down those fuuny lyrics one day. haha=)

my life sucks totally now. i've lost myself. i don't know where i'm now. i'm lost, deep in the woods. losing you makes me feel like loosing my life, my everything. you're my everyday!!

[I NEED HUGHS!!!!]

ANYWAYS.. i would like to say thanks to all my friends for always being here for me when i need you guys.. u guys lend me a shoulder for me to share my sadness im going through now.. [and to my that special fren(my kekasih separuh masa..), thanks for always being there for me.. i'm sorry if i betrayed you all this while, when i know i shouldn't...you're a true friend. ]

here's my answer to u shida(well i know u can't read this at this moment):
.if my friends were to die before me, of course i'll cry.. ( now i wonder if my friends are going to cry after my dead body??)
.do i love my friends? of course i love them.

~ And Shida, i forgave you from the bottom of my heart. i'll just say it here coz you know i can't say it to you front to front, i can't coz i'll cry before i could even say a single word!!. one day you'll read it here(well i know nabilah's gonna tell you this, before you could read it yourself).. let me tell you this, all this while we had the fight, i really feel like dying. you made me really feel bad, and that i totally sucks. I really felt miserable, useless, like a piece of leave lying around pricelessly.. cause i can't life without my true frens around me.. Now i'm still struggling to get use to you guys back, after the fight. and that i still can't forget it back, the time you hurt me, u threw rubbish at me, those harsh words u spill on me, the words on the wall that i have to face everday in school, the time u made me loose all my friends, im lonely!!!! haha but now it's all over, i forgave you my dear... I'm still trying my best to forget all that eventhough it's still haunting me. i belief that u understands that i need a longer time to get use to u guys as usual coz the things i'd gone thru almost killed me!.. i'm tryna forget now..
Now let's begin a new!! everybody's my friend!!

And 2 days ago, 240709, is my dad's bday. nahh my late father. as in my dad- dad that had passed away. well im happy mum didn't re-married. it's his bday. abah, i know you couldn't even get the chance to read this message i made specially for you even if it gets to the end of my life, but i just want you to know that i love you so much: sepenuh2 hati ikah, akan ku sayangi mu sepanjang umurku, sehingga akhir hayatku, abah. if you're here by my side, i'm sure my life is way diff from now.. i never had the chance to ever wish you, nor you wishing me on my bday.. if only you hadn't leave earlier abah, cause i need you by my side all this while i'm growing up.. i miss you dad, deeply. ~imy, your one and only daughter, RAFIQAH..
(happy bday to aunty dewi too..)

Aite rafiqah got to go now, i'm tired, i need alot of time to rest my soul.. im very3 wrestless... i need rests~~~~ i'd been sick of crying and crying and crying.. my eyes had been swollen and my pools had dried, my eye bags getting heavier.. I'm moving on!! i think i can!! with persevearance, i sure can!! belief in yourself, rafiqah!! yeah. tomorrow's P.E and we're playing soccer!! yeah..
aite. till here, bb
(P/S: ramadhan, da' fasting month is coming soon, gosh, i haven't paid the past days yet..And malay O' level result is coming soon!! yeah i have 0% confident of scoring an A grade !!)

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