.Friday, October 31, 2008 ' Y
All I have..♥
*ya tuhan*
soo many too say..kalau ada org banyak nak cakap.. aku lagi ada bnyk nak ckp...
there were soo many story that i even got sick.. gosh..
that one day my frens decided to come to my house for raya... was fun..yeah..bt tak ramai.. coz not all my frens were there.. hmm knw urself here... knw who u are.. rashidah came wif nab, syarm n her bro.. haha rashidah? puas hati tak..haha dapat jugak kau dtg umah aku..haha.. mum cook a little dish for them n syarmilla was like umm nice nice n nabilah n jufri was like arghh hot hot!! n rashidah was like no! it wasnt hot ok!! haha they're soo cute.. they were like teasing mee hmm sume hijau.. haha the tuperware for the kuih cover is green n my drink for them is green too..ahaha sent them back half way to bus stop..haha syarmilla crazy..played wif my hair.. haha lols i miss them..i still rmmbr tat time.. nabilah bstard sia... asked her to text me when otw to my house.. when i was lying down on my sofa wif my main house door open waiting for themm.. haha they went out of the lift running n hide at my staircase.. siao i was like fuck n got up..haha..
this holidays i went out many times hahha.mostly wif families...
haha since wed had been pleading nab like a holy crap... to sing at ria for karaoke kelam kabot at 10pm.. hmmm so lucky of u nab!! kc tak pilih kau!! hmm....till today!!pissed wif kc!!
haha tat tuesday i got sick.. i found a kitten.. haha actually im allergic to fur-animals.. sum aunty gave it to me...it was soo small still cannot walk yet.. so i called rashidah coz i dunnoe watodo..haha then i fed it wif milk thus covered it wif thick cloth coz it was snizing n shivering.. haha next day i got fever..lols...
gosh today i went to TM wif ariff..haha was fun.. we met at tamp inter.. he was frm sch.. then walk to library then to tm.. we shopped.. haha i bought a spect...haha...
u knw i chatted with atiqah n rashidah jst nw bfore i left for tm.. hmm atiqah... i knw u're mad at us.. stop denying it.. u dun like mine n shidah attitude.. coz we're evil... we say bad on people.. u're good ...sooo if u dun like it n we're nt ur type of fren unlike good people like suhana than get rid of us.. tell us the truth u hate us.. its fine...we'll go.. we'll fuck off... stop saying *i got say wrong tings ah..* hmm.. im nt tat mad.. bt its rashidah yang terasa kepedasan mulut kau tu..
*ya tuhan...* my frens...
why have everything been coming apart.. i'm trying to tell u guys.. i love u guys.. i miss the time when all FIVE and not THREE of us.. were together like b4...got it?? i miss it...
it all started abt tAT bloody geog remedial..
me n shidah decided nt to go for it.. tats when suhana got pissed wif us..
dear fren..*u knw urself best.. who u are..*
u regards ur frens like family.. bt i love my frens.. more than a priority to family.. coz they are wat i spent most of my times wif more than to my fams most of the times..
i knw u're lucky u've gt bf.. they're for u when u need them.. me.. i only have tis *5* frens of mine.. close frens... when u're in class wif the 3 of us.. u start feeling awkward?? look.. who started the fuss in the first place..its u... when u're wif us.. we had nvr stop u frm talking n making frens wif others ok.. when u stick wif us...ofcoz we talk to u.. but u tink ah.. if suddenly u swing ur mood takda angin takda ribot.. u expect us to chase after u n ask 'eh y? wat hapen to u' its not our fault.. kita nak beralah buat aper?? aku tau ah kau binget.. after tat geog remedial tingy.. tat last day of schl... sape yang tak ddk ngan sape?? who avoided who first?? u say its us who didnt aproach u til end of schl day.. u made it tat way to avoid.. who are u tat we are suppose to approach first.. in the morning u were ok.. n its tat u suddenly change.. eh i got tis for u..
*everybody has mood.. everbody's mood swing... just mind ur mood at the rite time.. don't expect everybody to appreciate urs..*
and about crush... duh!! *crush*
hmm.. well i knw u gt no crush in our school.. we respected u.. when we were talking bout it... u ask we said *noting* coz we respected u.. scared tat u'll feel *outdated* or felt bad.. understand.. dun get it the wrong way...thanks tat u're happy for us.. im just scared u felt bad bout us tat is y i rarely share wif u the crush stories.. u have nvr share us bout it soo we will ofcoz feel awkward to share it to u n not tat we're making u feel low..
and tat day.. the geog tingy..outside the library.. u're pissed off.. kalau tak ikhlas takmo salam sudah ah gurl... i remembered ofcoz cara kau salam.. slam terus lepas.. ape tu?? kau jeling lagi.. im sorry i was soo mad i tersaid it out loud.. wonder if u heard it.. i said *eh tak ikhlas tak payah salam sua ah..*
now im soo puas.. puas hati dah dapat luah kan semua nya... ni semua untuk the 5 of us... to reunite all of us back.. frens shouldnt be like tis eventho my frens n i. our level are nt up to ur bestfren standards.. accept us for the who we are..
*we'll understand each other if we, each other understand one another..*
~rafiqah
♥ My
L O V E For You will never end. @ 8:32 AM
You're always there.♥
Bobby Chinn♥ ^^
